NURULHASANAH

15.

2010-04-12T19:28:00.002+08:00

struggling.

remember life is beautiful.

2010-04-05T19:30:00.004+08:00

school was awesome today. i was paying attention most of the time. heh, good for me. i've been catching up with alot of my primary school friends. gawd, it's been so long. i barely can recongnise them. and to certain extend, could not recall who they are also. hahah, pantat sia prangai. moving on, mum is going to times bookstore with me. yey-ness. i'm gonna waste her money on books again. HAHAAH! * show evil face & run away*

i really hate conceit people. with an ego that big, i wonder how do others tolerate them?

weekends are boring!

2010-04-04T22:49:00.003+08:00

weekend are boring as ever. a short meet-up with afiq & syed just now. gawd, it's been a month since we last hang out with each other. didn't realise that I've been busy with school. sec 5 life, indeed need a lot of sacrifices. agree? Shit, it's monday tmrw and 5 days of torture again. less that a month to mid-year. need to do well!

bro birthday coming up soon!

2010-04-03T16:42:00.006+08:00

darn, baby brother birthday is in 6 days time and I'm short of money. was planning to buy for him the shoe he wanted but it cost around $200++! omg! oh yes, i got solution already. let me join hands with mum! ahaha! can?

with love, nurulhasanah~

2010-04-02T19:34:00.002+08:00

It's been a while. do you miss me? HAHAAH!
I will be updating more twitter than here. So follow me, and yah, my twitter is locked and only certain people are allowed to see. hehe! smile people~~

2010-03-03T16:17:00.008+08:00

had campcraft comp last sat.

2010-02-20T23:19:00.000+08:00

you will see less of me. goodbye~

2010-02-03T19:29:00.002+08:00

DISLIKE!

i dislike waking up early in the morning.
i dislike sleeping alone at home.
i dislike having wild imagination. i want mummy to work morning shift instead of night shift. i want granddad back at home cos home alone at night scares the shit out of me.
i dislike going to school feeling all sleepy.
i dislike mt. but i still love school.

i like it when my days are filled with laughters.

2010-02-02T19:10:00.000+08:00

it's just the same old feeling. better stop!

2010-02-01T22:41:00.001+08:00

sup guys? have you been well? stay healthy alrights.
heheh!mt is a torture!

happy17thbirthdaysokkan!

school?

2010-01-28T20:53:00.003+08:00

i feel like giving up. i just couldn't let myself fail again. Each day is a struggle. esp when u see all your friends are way smarter than you. when they get it and you dont. i feel leftout. I hate it, i really do. i dont wish to lose this one year failing. im too scared. 3 test down and all fail. yes, you guys might think that it's just a test but each test is important to me. im doubting myself.

on the bright side, this girl just turn legal today! yey-ness(:

2010-01-27T21:44:00.001+08:00

it sucks when you see everything losing in a blink of an eye. i smile cos i have to. you are not the only one who can control.

2010-01-16T22:49:00.001+08:00

i get tired so easily these days!

2010-01-15T22:11:00.002+08:00

Yey! i've gotten myself a tutor. heheheh! two tutor some more. heheh! greedy sia!

i got alot of things going on over the weekend. homework, work, outing, weeding & so on. guess what? im buying the shinee tickets soon. hope i get the best seats. so that i can see minho clearly. confirm cair!
i dont think i have to talk about school because the routine is just the same everyday. seriousness with a little laughter. just the way i like it. sometime i feel like the time i spent in school is abit short esp during maths & science lesson but long during Social studies. the lesson just makes me sleepy. it's not that the lesson is boring. i also dont know whyyyy.

2010-01-13T20:03:00.003+08:00

The fact that having 2 recess is pretty much sounds good but the bad thing is that i'll get sleepy after having a meal . Where can like that! Lucky for now, i still can cope with all the lesson. later? hmm,,,,

should i>?

2010-01-11T18:09:00.004+08:00

Looking at the student taking their result scares the shit out of me. It makes me lose my confidence, man. Should i continue?

나는 도움을 필요로 한다. 저를 그 표 대우하십시오. ^^

hahaha, i've removed my tagboard. got people read my blog meh?

2010-01-10T01:26:00.001+08:00

i have work and i really MUST quit so that i can focus for "O" level this year.

CCA!

2010-01-07T20:51:00.004+08:00

CCA orientation is tmrw and i'm so lazy too help out. probably i'll be busy looking at all the sec onesfaces being scream/yell/presuaded/beg/promote to join a cca. ahaha, i've been in their situation and it is very irritating y'know. but what do i care, come ex-springfielder, come over tmrw alright?
btw, nanyang poly held an open house and my class was selected to go there but i wanted to go sp so badly but end up 5c and 5d were the ones who went there. But it's okay. nanyang poly wasn't as bad as i expected. Pretty much i know what i want after o. who knows i'll be joiong nanyang next year. *winks* something happen there. and i feel that those guys are just a bunch of immature people. pathetic cockroaches.

2010-01-05T23:36:00.003+08:00

it is just the 2nd day of school and i was late. pantat btol. i had to run the field but luckily for one round only. lucky mrs tang very compassion. i can really feel the pinch although it is just the second day. each time teachers remind us about the percentage of those who can make it to poly really annoys me. i pray/hope that im one of those who manage to go poly. but i know i really need to work extra2 . so now what? study lah!

2010-01-03T02:09:00.002+08:00

I want these plus 1 baseball jumper. anyone knows where to get it?

2010-01-01T15:59:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR YO!
DO leave the past behind including all the bad memories.

there are really coming!

2009-12-29T23:42:00.008+08:00

OMG! SHINee is really coming to s'pore and i really-really want go watch it. I thought it was a rumour but it's not. It's TRUE! i really want see minho man. $150? where to get?! ^&*&^

and i've gotten the result for the course in ite. Unfortunately i didn't get the course i wanted. Instead, i've gotten h.nitec electronics engineering. Which obviously i've decline the offer since i'm going sec 5 next year. Nono, in5days time. hmm. alamak, school opening soon ah!

2009-12-23T23:16:00.001+08:00

dear friends, i wont be replying your msgs or calls. WHY? my phone spoilt. And im waiting for my pay to buy a new phone(:

2009-12-22T21:31:00.001+08:00

thank god, i got 17 points for my n level and is considering on moving to sec 5. Yes, considering! i've just sent my application for ite and sec 5. tamak sia aku.

2009-12-16T19:37:00.000+08:00

eh hi! ahahahaha! k lah, bye.

bintan

2009-12-13T04:44:00.000+08:00

2009-12-09T19:58:00.002+08:00

i did my first mistake at work last sun. And i even cried about it. A shark fin soup which yet to be serve dropped in front of the guest and everyone started to look at me. It was Fcuking embarrassing i tell you. I kept on staying there pretending to wipe the soup off the flour not wanting people to see me. I was at the verge of crying at that point of time. I lost my focus but luckily firdaus was being a kind soul helping me do my 2 table. which means he had to do 1 to 4. I even felt bad seeing my manager and captains helping me and not scold me. I have to tell you, i was VERY-VERY touched. seeing them helping me really made me want to cry more. I feel so guilty right now.

2009-11-16T22:01:00.001+08:00

Missed.

2009-11-12T12:45:00.003+08:00

i went to school earlier just now. i felt funny upon putting on my uniform. It's seems like it's been months not wearing it. Ahahaha! forget it. I working today! HEHEHE!
okay, what do i want to talk about eh? ahh, bintan trip. Somehow the bintan trip with The npcc mates doesn't interest me. But since the school has already pay for me might as well i just go right. Free mah! It's 3D2N trip. Boring per! i was looking forward for a longer one, tap takper lah!

2009-11-09T18:06:00.001+08:00

I feel like privatizing this blog. How?

Anw, i'm free till wed wgich means no work. HEHEHE! i want go out. Okay friends, it's time for to invite me. Tak tahu malu sia aku! okay, whatever. I''m pretty much excited for fri cos i will be working at one of the restuarant @ singapore flyer. This post sungguh tk perlu.

P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DALILA!

2009-11-09T00:26:00.002+08:00

i feel so lousy after canceling all my plans today. I finally had my off day and was actually to spend the day with my friends. But i ditched them. I'm so sorry my dear friends. I was too tired. I couldn't even walk properly. All thanks to work! On the bright side, those working at B1 was given tip! and was commented that our service was exellent. HEHHEHE! bagos kan?! ahahh!

2009-11-03T15:51:00.002+08:00

I hate being the third party. Helping people to convey their msg. I will only end up being scolded for nothing. Shits happens.

2009-10-27T02:06:00.001+08:00

Work is tiring yet fun.

sweet 16 kapaa!

2009-10-23T23:48:00.002+08:00

Before it's too late, i shall make a special post for someone. Someone who just turn 16 today. Someone who entertain my craps witout complaining. Someone who listen to all my whines witout complaining. And that is.. KHAIRIL AMILIN MAHAD! ahahahah!

2009-10-22T19:04:00.003+08:00

Cos im scared to tell the truth to you. Understand?

i miss npcc, how?

2009-10-22T00:28:00.010+08:00

ignore my previous post.
anw, there's tons of things/people i'm missing right now. I miss school somehow. i miss seeing everyone lousy faces going to school. i miss my classmates. More importantly i miss my NPCC squadmates. How? I was browsing thru the folders in my thumbdrive which consist alot of pictures during npcc. I tell u ah, i feel like crying sia. comecome i show u. how fun we used to be. how elated when there's npcc outing.

that ass!

2009-10-20T16:12:00.003+08:00

Hasanah feel lousy these days. Hasanah keeps on thinking negative. Hasanah need a defination Of FRIENDS. Hasanah thinks everyone is a meanie. Hasanah wonder if anyone is there to help. Can anyone hear she asking for help. She guess noone will be there for her. Hasanah feel that she trusted the wrong person. too much hope.

2009-10-18T21:19:00.005+08:00

Eh hi! i want work. i have no money! ANY RECOMMENDATION?
PEOPLE ARE JUST TOO MEAN. WHY BOTHER? JUST LIVE YOUR ON LIFE AH SIA!

is it me or it's you who is acting weirdly these days.

shinee. saranghae♥

2009-10-16T23:18:00.003+08:00

it has been release! ahhhhh! happy nyer aku! come let's watch. Im sorry if i kept on mentioning about shinee. but what to do kan, they are important to me. Such a big fan. So must show suppor. Hehehe!
Come enjoy it okay.

2009-10-16T22:36:00.001+08:00

Shinee is so hot during their comeback! I'm still waiting for their official music video to be release!

Class chalet!

2009-10-15T23:15:00.006+08:00

I've been very busy lately. Going out non-stop. I have no money left. Beg me, force me, persuade me, Ask me to work but I'm too lazy to work. I've gotten the pictures already! yeah!

sentosa pictures will be up soon.!

SHINEE JUST RELEASE A TEASER FROM THEIR 3RD MINI-ALBUM! IM LOOKING FOR IT! AHH, TK BLEY TUNGGU NIE UNTK REALEASE FULL MV! HEHEHEH!

ica, sayang kau!

2009-10-12T23:17:00.004+08:00

SOMEONE JUST TURN 16 TODAY & THAT LUCKY PERSON IS...
...

..
.

saranghae kwn!

2009-10-08T23:01:00.005+08:00

1 more paper to go! And it's over!
YEAYYYYY!

2009-10-07T02:26:00.003+08:00

TANGAN AKU GATAL. I ONCE SAID THAT I'M TOO LAZY TO OPEN A FACEBOOK ACCOUNT. BUT I END UP DOING ONE. PANTAT! LET'S SEE HOW LONG IT WILL LAST! AHAHAH!

2009-10-07T01:57:00.000+08:00

i, 사랑해요 girls!

2009-10-01T02:39:00.002+08:00

aku rindu!

2009-10-01T01:50:00.003+08:00

HI! it's 2 am now, & im still awake. Happen to send my cousin to the airport as she will be flying off to Switzerland for cycling practice for a month. Im so jealous. I hope she will reach there safely and return home with alot of souveniers. hahaha!

BABYYYYY, selamat pergi dan selamat pulang yer. tkmo rindu nana byk sangat tau. heheh! go & make singapore proud. Bangge nyer aku dpt sedare mcm babyyyy!

GRAD & JLN RAYERR!

2009-09-26T18:12:00.009+08:00

The Lazy-Bums of the WORLD

2009-09-17T19:55:00.002+08:00

The lazy-bum

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hahaha...its me ANDI Ban,updating her blog. Its my first time updating, too all newbies...its worse than Facebook.

Hmph...yesterday me and hasanah went to geylang. Its was a last minute thingy, i was fooled by a stupid ice-cream man that keeps spinning the ice-cream. Grrrr...we went window shopping for baju kurung...there was so many people i feel like pushing them all aside:D....oh and hari raya is coming, i wonder who's wearing red this year!!! well thats-that. Oooo andi's tip:don't cry over spilt milk

2009-09-13T19:34:00.002+08:00

6 more days to raya! & 11 more days to graduation day!. im not sure if i'm supposed to be happy about that. huhu~
Guess what, there's not even a day that i give fasting a pass.* show proud face* ahaha! Cos i usually will tend to drink cos i cannot stand but this year! wahh! speechless!
hmm, what should i say, i've been busy preparing for raya.*jumps around* I even tried baking some cookies. So if u want to taste u have to my house lah. What should i say ah? this post is random post. bye ah! i dont know what to write ah~!

HAPPY BIRTHDA, BOYS.

2009-09-07T21:01:00.003+08:00

THESE BOYS TURN 16 TODAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY YO!

2009-08-20T14:16:00.001+08:00

I've change my email.

Feel free to add me up. Change due to some reason. Sorry for the trouble.

email: nurulhasanah@live.com

2009-08-12T23:13:00.007+08:00

i felt unimportant. back to square 1.

basically, dnt dateline is today & with the help of eiyja, i manage to complete the presentation board on time but as for the journal, i didnt even complete it. Still got the cheek to pass up, haiyah! Im having history exam tmrw. so goodbye!

peace upon you.

2009-08-08T20:48:00.002+08:00

Prelim starts this Tues & DnT dateline due this Wed. As for dnt, iam not done with the journal & the presentation board. I have to go to school tmrw, with is a sunday & national day. I guess i dont have to celebrate national day with my family like i used to. Dnt punya pasal sanggup sacrifice.

No idea.

2009-07-30T17:24:00.006+08:00

"Everyone is a friend, until they prove otherwise." - sent by Steve

The picture has no link with the words above. However, i just felt like talking nonsense. It's been awhile since i did a proper update. Since everyone is busy revising, I'm still in front of this computer listening to songs. How pathetic can i be! Nono, i going out to study later. Hehe!

School has been fine as teachers kept on telling us on how worry they are for our "N". Kay, let's not say about "N". Prelim! Prelim is next week and i'm still not ready. I'm failing almost my all physic tests & each time there' SP, i'll tend to get tired or sleepy. Mepek nyer aku! Mcm mane nk pass blg aku. haiyah! hasanah, ape nk jadi?!

I've grown fat, with cubby cheeks, jelly-like tummy, super big legs. How am i gonna lose all this? I've tried going on a diet but it doesnt seems to work for me. Cos I kept on craving for macdonald's French fries. i dont care, i'm gonna participate in tommorrow's pe. Sweat like i just finish bathing. Chey mcm phm plak aku nie. Let's see if mr wong wants 4b-ians to have pe.

2009-07-29T16:59:00.004+08:00

I didn't attend school today.
I was having a bad diarrhea & a heavy headache at the same time. I have alot to say but i end up not remembering what to write. so bye ah!

2009-07-28T20:43:00.002+08:00

Im too lazy to go to school tomorrow.

Oral was a bliss?

2009-07-27T18:36:00.004+08:00

I had Malay oral just now & I have no idea how it goes. I don't think i did a good job nor a bad one. It's pretty much an average one cos i kept on saying words in English and kept on laughing all the way. But before the oral start, i got a terrible tummy ache. & something did happen which I'm too embarrassed to say out here. Nono, i didnt shit in pants eh. Dont get the wrong idea. only those have oral today knows. Shh, tkmo blg org ah! ahaha!

Singapore 0-5 Liverpool

Loser sia singapore, haiyah!

Oral done, next up prelim.

overdue?

2009-07-23T20:24:00.005+08:00

17 july pictures. Not all picture is uploaded cos my USB cable yet to be found.

I have to make this clear about me & andi. There's nothing going on between us. I just want to make it clear to everyone. Please dont misunderstand. He's helping me & im helping him. Please lah don't judge the book by its cover.

Taemin, u are awesome!

what to say.

2009-07-22T15:07:00.004+08:00

He turn 16 last 18 july & he's cute. *melts*

Im not being lazy to update this blog of mine. But i just have no time time to update. There's alot for me to update but my stupid USB cable is nowhere to be found. How sad~

Nextnext, prelim is around the corner. In fact, it's less than 2 weeks. Malay oral is next week. How stressful. Okay bedek, i've yet to feel the pressure now. Soon eh. I've been reading this english book which beng lend it to me & it is so trilling. Ahahah! Do recommend me english books if u have any alright?

aca's

2009-07-15T20:52:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ACA!Go ben 10!

Gue syg banget sama kamu ya.

heheh!

Let's do the K tk Ok again!

So fun!

2009-07-13T20:21:00.003+08:00

LOOK DOWN! & guess who turn 16 today.

HAPPY SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY, LOVE!

THIS WILL BE A SPECIAL POST FOR EIYJA!

2009-07-12T18:28:00.004+08:00

Current addiction; SHINee.

I'm sorry. I prefer Korean than Indonesians. No offence tho.

2009-07-03T20:38:00.003+08:00

I feel very empty nowadays. Negative thinking always get in my way. I've been quiet these days. Im not sure of the reason tho. i feel like privatizing this blog. Reason? I just want to express my feelings here.

don't be mistaken, i never hated you. Don't feel bad. Not everything ends with a happy-ending.

2009-06-26T20:13:00.002+08:00

Tons of homework still undone.

So little time.

School? Uniform? Shoes?

headache!

2009-06-24T21:35:00.000+08:00

Korean/taiwan movies are so addictive.

Meh transform meh. HEHEH!

Npcc life is done!

2009-05-29T21:32:00.006+08:00

Focus on zahid's face!

2009-05-29T09:00:00.004+08:00

I WONT BE UPDATING!

DON'T BORTHER COMING HERE.

I SHALL UPDATE WHEN THERE IS TIME, ALRIGHTS?

NO PROMISE, OKAY.

HAHAHAHAHA!

rule.

2009-04-10T14:56:00.003+08:00

I'LL SHALL RULE THE WORLD. dramatic eh.

I had oral yesterday & it was a disaster. Cikgu fatima took me & i couldn't stop laughing throughout the oral. I'm not sure why. maybe i was distracted. No matter what, she did praise me for my conversation as i got alot of things to talk about. *show proud face* As for my reading, hmm, okaylah. I got no comment.

I think i've change my attitude towards this someone. Maybe im jealous. or Maybe im just stingy. Idontknow. But i kept on scolding that someone and giving attitude. To me, the relationship had just fade away.

everywhere we go.

2009-04-03T14:24:00.009+08:00

2009-04-01T18:58:00.002+08:00

I promise someone that i will update this dusty blog of mine.

But i dont seems to know what to update on.

Hmm, sports day?

This year was way better that last year. Wait, or is it the same. Nah, im not sure.

It was held at temasek poly & it is way better there rather that at tamp stadium. Soo cooling oi.

So i ran for the 4x100 but we didn't win. We got 4th anw. But it's okay. Im proud for it & the girls . AND AMIRAH, STOP BLAMING YOURSELF. WASN'T YOUR FAULT EH.

But i do win the cca telematch, ahaha! We got second. I get to shout at mr chew, right on his face. Tk baik nyer.

For the tug of war, it's the best versus the best. Sec 4s with the sec 5s. Unfortunately, the sec 5s lose. Go sec 4. ahaha. shouting like a mad girl cheering for the sec 4s. Fun giler

Hmm, pictures? soon horr.

the only way out.

2009-03-25T17:24:00.006+08:00

I got no mood for anything these past few days.

it hurts alot. I'm not ready. Seeing everything end. Nono, i cannot bear the pain.
If only u understand.

oh dear.

2009-03-15T22:40:00.006+08:00

I've receive back my result slip. I should say i am disappointed with my result. I did pass excluding combine humanities. To calculate for sec 5, no, i didn't make it. It's 21 point total when i should receive <19.

Too disappointing. good day everyone.

anyone willing to tutor?

LEADERS

2009-03-09T16:13:00.011+08:00

I miss LEADERS. I miss having fun with them. I miss having conflict with them. i miss seeing their panic faces. I miss doing punishment with them. I miss taking pictures with them. I miss irritate them with ernie. I miss them stressing while doing proposal. I miss them.

PE today wasnt as fun as usual. I wasnt looking forward tho. We was suppose to run the 2.4 which i didnt. I end up walking with sokkan & the rest for the first km followed by syafiq & aca for the other half. I swear i was disgusted with all the rusty things along the side of the pathway. Too many of them. I feel like they absorbing in body. Yucks! I dont care, next time i dont want run 2.4 until all those rusty thing are being pick up. EWWWW!

The rest of the day average. I got piss off the moment i got home. I couldn't open the door. I called mum & start nagging to mum abt the keys thingy. Im not sure if it's my keys or the door lock that was spoilt. I end up going to brother's house. Lucky next block only. HAHA!

melts.

2009-03-03T18:02:00.006+08:00

I must say. I cannot stand anymore. I must say it out.

I am..

I am...

I am madly in love. Madly in love with zac effron.

Muahaha!

Skipskip. Surprisingly, i failed my chemistry. I must say the reason i failed is because i dindt study. Padan muke! Why? i study physics the whole day confidently thinking that i can pass chem while trying to absorb all the formula for physic. Clever much huh. Mistake learned.

Dont be too confident. hahah!

I love today. Maybe it's just me. But i like it.

learn your mistake & dont ever repeat. If u repeat then u repeat. hahahaah! LAME!

TC PPL.

LOVE, kimi(:

ZAC EFFRON IS TOO HOT FOR U. PEACE!

2009-03-01T19:48:00.003+08:00

Must see. funny giler!

team challenge.

2009-03-01T18:07:00.008+08:00

Team challenge was a disaster last friday. We lost 1-0 to 4A. Well, my fault for not being able to catch the ball. The thing is i start to panic whenever the ball is coming near me. Haha! i kept on shouting '' bley demam siak aku! & uh, protect me, protect me.'' Paranoid much. i kept on saying sorry to my mates & blaming myself non-stop after the match. What to do kan. I did manage to captures alot of pictures but it's not with me. BOO! it's with ica & andi anw. So, i must wait & u all also. haha!

&& common test is over. Shout with me, O-V-E-R-!

YESSAH! All my friends knows that i love Green alot. I think most of them are irritated as i keep on wanting/asking the class t-shirt to be green. Eversince sec 1. But end up, green wasnt the one. Let's pray that this green would be for sec 4/5s class t-shirt colour. Whoohoo!

Pictures are not in order. So overdue pictures. sorry ah!

Physic? haiyah!

2009-02-25T20:38:00.008+08:00

Physic paper was hard. Most of the question were unanswered. Alot of the Band 1 students( for physic eh) says that alot of the question was not taught by Mrs lee. Err, i think i have to agree with them. I want go Band 2 or 3 uh. Cos i dont understand her teaching. To tell the truth, i dont understand a single thing for physics. It would be miracle if i pass. Chey! HAHA!

As for SS, terrible! Not enough time. Pathetic! I did both section A & B halfway! Maybe it's my fault for writing too slow or too much time spend on thinking. Hahah! Who knows kan. I Hope to do well in maths & chem. For eng, hmm. Can uh. 50/50 chance. My compo crap sia. Esp my ending, really-really crap. But what to do kan. It's OVER PON!

STUDY SESSION WITH ACA, SS, SHAFII & ANOTHER GUY WHOM I DONT KNOW HIS NAME JUST NOW. Actually more on talking but still, we did a bit of revision okay. Myrah, post kau, aku sia. Psl ade psl aku! HAHA! I like. & yes, 3 years & still counting eh girl. huahuahuahua!

myrah!

2009-02-20T20:38:00.007+08:00

I've been spending time alot of time with myrah. I did met her just now after sp.

Me & andi pick her up first at tenderbest before heading down to KFC as i was starving. I was the only one eating & i dont mind tho. Andi & myrah keep on disturbing me as i was eating in a very messy way. HAHA! Soon after that, Khai & fahmy came. Whereas for andi & myrah, they went off buying bubble tea & search for a place where we can hang out.

Soon after, me, fahmy & khai went join myrah & andi. When suddenly i started being all Moody. Actually i wasn't. I just pretend all the way & all of them really believe that i was really piss off with them. HaHa! pandai aku acting eh. U all dont need to know why. i did that.

Thank you the day peeps.

Babe, don't think too much. I believe you. You would never start it if that someone didnt start it first. It's not ur fault. If they didnt start it first, u wont be writing those things. Believe me, if were u, i'll just fight back. Don't ever regret taking the path u take, cos i believe in him. Please reconsider.

2009-02-20T13:57:00.002+08:00

I have been abandon my blog for a long period of time. Okay, it's short. I've been away from the comp ever since Internet has been cut off. So that is the reason of the sudden disappearance.

I surely miss blogging. & this is the time i finally got the chance. HAHA!

Basically, i have been sleepy in most lesson. i keep on yawning & yawning & yawning. Esp during history & English. Haha!. Bored sia.

maybe im just too tired, don't u think?

& yah, today is the Si interview for All the Area 9 selected candidate.Too bad, i wasn't selected. I don't mind though. ica, & gigi was the selected ones. They deserve it. Ica has been nervous for the interview ever since she got to know that she was selected to be one. Haha! as for gigi, he seems all ready & prepared. As if a no expression kidda guy. haha! Well, All the best for them. I am sure they will definitely get that rank.

I seriously got many thing to say. But i forget. haha. too bad then. Till here only okay, goodbye & tc people.

long time no see.

2009-02-12T17:08:00.009+08:00

Lack of updates? So sorry!

This will be the only time i can update. Or else there's no chance at all.

I am officially busy with school & Npcc.

Oh yah, before i forget, internet has been cut off so if i want update i have to drag my butt to bro's house. Troublesome!

I really do not know what to update.

Wait, no. Camp. Camp is alright. Nono, it was awesome.

So many fights, so many misunderstanding, so many cockup. But in the end, everything went well. Eventho we fight, we still stick together. I love the LEADERS alot. hahah! psst, quraishi is scared when i get angry. really, he tell me himself. hahah! I even fight with ernie. But the thing is, we have no idea what we fight about. First ever biggest fight eh, girl! But it end only a few mins. hahah! that one you call biggest fight, hasanah? YESSS!

I LOVE BEING AN NCO! Cos i get to lead & instruct ppl. Hahah! i like siol! Too bad, we will be stepping out soon*cries*

I love the song that Roshan created. Super cool & nice. I want sing again uh.

I love ernie shazwani! Random sia me!

To that someone.

I cant, cos im scared. im so sorry. i dont know if you will ever read this.

I am sure u are upset with me. I know u're not mad. The sudden avoiding worries me. I'm sorry. I can't stop saying sorry unless u admit something. I know u are keeping it something from me. But i know, i am noone. The part when u say u got nothing to lose, what does it mean? U hate me? & yah, when u say maybe, sudden avoid huh?duhh. okay maybe, im just wasting ur time. thanks for the chat, boy.

tc.

2009-02-06T15:08:00.003+08:00

Supp, camp is starting in a few mins more. Oh no! Scary!

I'm at macstudio now. I won't be updating my blog that often

alrights. So don't complain!

2009-01-31T19:40:00.005+08:00

I AM SOO HAPPY COS MY PROPOSAL HAS FINALLY DONE!

Ohh yah, the girls & 1 guy( nad, ernie, faris & ica) meet up at schoolat 9. Before that, i was suppose to follow ica buy the breakfast for those coming to finish up the proposal but sadly i was late. So we decided to meet at the bus-stop instead. We reach school early and it was 8.30at that point of time. We was so early that we decided to eat first. But waited for mr wang first to come so we can give his breakfast. He join us later to eat outside the dnt block. Then, the both princess came exactly at 9. Wahh, told them to eat before doing the proposal. Since, I've eaten already, i decided to start first without any delay but it failed. I couldn't start cos i don't have the edited proposal. Sedih pahh. so i did the sequence for the game. Then, at around 0930 hrs, we started. We were all stress-ing.Till i anme my proposal'STRESS!' Scolding each other, calling each other for help, answering the wrong answers when but still end up getting scolded*ica u know eh*, laughing loudly & etc. It was blast. We managed to finish up 6 proposal within idk how many hours.oh yea, im so proud. Nadhirah, ernie & ica really made my day. Obviously, i did made their day too, with my super nice indian dance. HAHA! i know ernie likes it when i dance, right ernie? We went back home happily after that. Whoohoo!

Overdue pictures[;

miss me anot.

2009-01-30T23:55:00.006+08:00

It's been awhile since i last update. U all must miss me right? HAHA! No shame sia. Kk, whtever.
School has been great yet tiring. Sp was next after school ends. & nearly everyday we have one. But lucky for the Na students, we start early, ends also early. while the 4exp & 5NA has to go back much later than us. Easy said, start early, ends very late. SOO SAD! haha! So basically, my routine would be school, Sp Or probably NPCC after that.& it will carry on till the 'N' level starts.

&& yes, my NPCC camp is next week & i am so looking forward for it. Okay, maybe not. I just want to get the camp done. I know i've said it before but who cares. You must be wondering why i am not looking forward for it kan? Don't lie! Actually, i freaking scared if things didn't go like we expected. & some thing are just too confidential to tell all of you! Speaking about Npcc, our unit just has a new HO whom is super kind. So if we have any doubt, we can go to him. i think he is way better than ......, i've shouldnt say it.Later big fight uh. But it's the fact sey, ALOT of people hate that person. Now, he cannot rule the way like he used to. i meant the way he acts as if he is in-charge of everything. Cos he's way #$%@! i fcuking hate him uh!

Okay, i think i shall end it here. Sorry for my broken english horr. I lazy want to check what ive wrote. Soooooo GOODBYE & have a nice day[:

videos.

2009-01-25T20:15:00.002+08:00

FUNNY! MUST SEE!

LAGI SATU;another one!

need me?

2009-01-24T22:57:00.006+08:00

CONTACT ME THRU MY PPD NUM ALRIGHTS?
thank you(:

History just sucks alot! My hist homework is till undone cos i have no idea how to start. If i didn't do later cnnt come in class & Mr daniel will start nagging non-stop. Wonder why cnnt enter his class uh? Cos it is like a pass(homework) just to enter his class. Wah that teacher uh! Aiyerr, dont know what to say! Did i tell you that my class did alot of essay eversince school started. Wah, eng, do essay. SS, do essay again. Hist, ESSAY again. Mt also ESSAY AGAIN! Lucky Sci & maths dont need to do essay if not i quit school uh. Chey, like real only eh. HAHA! But i really mean it, i need help in hist!

HELP ME!

mad? NOT!

2009-01-23T20:47:00.004+08:00

Yoyoyo. haha! step cool je.

School has been more & more awesome each day. I love my classmates even more this year. HAHA!

Im jealous with those who went home straight after school or study programme whereas i have to stay up till 6+ just to finish up the camp proposal. Tired you know! & FYI, i didnt get the chance to go home early this year. Sedih kapaa! I really cannot wait for the camp & be done with it. So that i can have more time with my friends(?) & study. HAHA! I usually got home tired & just want to jump to bed. Of course lah, i bath first before go to sleep or do my homework. jyeah!

im starting to love Social studies with Mrs gomez teaching. She teaches way more clearer than mrs yoong(?) Surely can pass. confident nyer aku ! But still, history just sucks. I got no idea what mr daniel teaches. Make me sleepy got uh. Lucky i got ain sitting beside me. kan ain?

Okay until here only okay. Takecare & dont take drugs. I mean it. Dont!

2009-01-19T20:46:00.005+08:00

Im speechless. Im still adapting myself to my own new world. Im back on track after 5 years of having the feeling of a complete family. I still miss you though. I still putting a mask on infront of everyone pretend that im okay. Im not, yes im not. Im scared, im scared of losing someone i love most again. Things are falling apart again. I wish i could just pretend that nothing happen, but i fail. I don't know who to turn to this time. It's hard for me to handle. Goodbye for now. Im sorry.

I tried holding back my tears when u called.
I tried to stay strong after u put down the phone.
I tried talking in a normal way when u called.
I tried talking to you as if there's nothing happen.
Im sad when when i heard u crying over the phone.
I couldn't help it but to cry too.
I don't know what to do now.
I wish i could see u one more time but it's hard now.
With people objecting, everything is just so frustrating.
I miss you, yes, i do. Really much.

unstoppable.

2009-01-17T23:25:00.011+08:00

I won't be on hiatus alrights.
I spent the whole day at home. Such a bore. I did some revision esp on MATHS. If u are observant enough, u'll realised that MOST of the sec 4s isn't playing around or skipping lessons instead paying full attention during class. A drastic change in MOST of them. Now, can study well.
No more noisy class. No more bully teacher. No more late homework. All NO more. HAHA! Now, peaceful class, i like[[:

& of course I've change too. Many people have high hopes for me & i don't want to let them down.
I gotta prove to everyone that i am capable of having good grades during 'N' level. I think im going to do sec 5 *if i have enough points to move up* since alot of people has been bugging me to do sec 5. Hahah! then my forensic science how? ahah!

Sumpah, aku nmpk bear. ahahh!
Daniel will forever be a bear. Im a tiger because i fierce mah. hahah! fiercer than him. hahah!

Shut it all down.

2009-01-15T21:31:00.003+08:00

I super love everyday! hahah!

H-I-A-T-U-S!
UPDATE IF I THINK I NEED TO.
BYE-BYE!

What? don't like uh?

2009-01-12T21:37:00.005+08:00

Study programme is starting tomorrow. And I am so looking forward for it. Haha, extra lesson means, I'll get even more brighter kan? Correct what!
Kk, whatever.
I'm confuse whether to take higher nitec or move on to sec 5. I really cannot make up my mind. If i move on to sec 5, i have no confident in MATHS esp & i don't think i can really make it. If for higher nitec, there isn't any course that i want to take. So how? So many teachers is asking abt my plan after 'N' level & i really cannot answer them. Pathetic kan? Let's see how eh.

Yah, i've sign up for mendaki & i'm freaking happy abt that. At least there is something that can make me improve. I am so looking for it. Yessah! after so many years of not having a tuition, i finally did! I'm so happy till i cannot cry u know. HAHA! lame uh. Okay shut up!

Wait-wait, faliq didn't burn Mrs tang's hair. Alamak! Say only but didn't do. Ahaha! i go burn his kerenting hair then he know. HAHA! Hamster betol!

weirdo!

2009-01-11T14:11:00.003+08:00

I remembered having a real friend to friend talk with zarruq & andi right after npcc. Okay andi, im used to it but zarruq, FIRST TIME OI! HAHA! I cannot believe, u know. Seriously. U know why anot, i think it's pretty weird having a real talk with zarruq? Cos i have never talk nicely & im always finding faults with him. HAHAH. Actually not me alone uh, alot of people. HAHA, at least eh, he listen to me about using perfume/deodorant before & after npcc. If not, i'll be the first to critizice him. Im such a baddie! hoho!
okay not so bad lah, at least i give him motivation to quit smoking & about his 'n' level paper. See, good kan, good kan? So we had this talk where me, andi & zarruq have to point out each other's weakness. So mine is abt...... Cnnt tell. Shy uh. haha! step shy konon! blah lah! & the talk continues for i dont know how long.

For once, i have a really great talk with them. i want more talk okay! So exciting! haha!

Orientation is a bore!

2009-01-09T22:12:00.004+08:00

CCA orientation was NOT a great one. Our structure collapse at the last minute* during recess to be more specific*. i was about to eat when i receive the news from ica. I just ate as fast as i could to help out with the structure. Upon finishing, The opc mates, senior ncos & all the npcc mates was already helping out. I feel so bad for helping abit during recess but was relieve after school upon helping out finishing the structure. Whoohoo!
The Performance for sec 1s was not that awesome too. I think the best one among all is the OPC's & the band's. The rest didn't excites me at all. BOO! Alot of time was waste for the performance instead of the sec 1s looking at all the CCA's booths. Bodo peh mrs tang. Talk non-stop! Faliq, go burn her hair go! haha!

And and, i make ica super angry just now. I am super sorry although i've apologise a few times. I feel so bad & i couldn't forgive myself sey. SORRY YAR!

cashflow.

2009-01-07T21:24:00.003+08:00

I'm lacking of sleep these past few days. CCA orientation & camp proposal is all I've been thinking & working on instead of school work. I'm not sure if i really can stay up During school hours. I tried opening my eyes, cracking up jokes with people but when i got sitted down, i started to feel sleepy. i want everything to puase & let me sleep first. If only i got time machine eh. Confirm cool. HAHA!

I've been trying to save up as much as i can. So i think i'll be reducing everything including Lunch during recess & shopping. Money is a problem now.
Yah, i've lost alot people's links, so leave me your links to be link eh? HAHA! Apesah aku bbl!

2009-01-05T21:53:00.005+08:00

Chalet pictures.

GREEN(:

Feeling-feeling birthday girl. haha!

LEADING!

ALAMAK, KALAH UH. HAHA!
Bowling was next. Whoo hoo. Pukul 2 pagi baru nk maen. Mampos!

Yes you!

2009-01-05T19:55:00.002+08:00

I soo love today.

Why?

Finally i feel as if my np camp proposal has finally done!

Whoo hoo!

I wont be updating regularly.

I miss you already.

ONE BORING FIRST DAY.

2009-01-02T21:40:00.004+08:00

Today wasn't the best first day of school. I try to entertain myself by catching up with fahmi! hoho! But it didn't work. My FT & AFT is still the same & im pretty happy with that. First day only, we were greeted with sheets of Last year 'n' level maths paper which ended up blank. Okay bedek, I did some only cos i was tired, i think. Summore i didn't bring my calculator. Due to that, i end up talking to people. HAHA! Too add on, my class is located at level 1. Like not shoik like that. Nemind! At least don't need waste time going down the stairs For recess. Cepat!

I super cannot believe that im in sec 4 this year. Like old gitu kan! haha, nolah! Summore when teachers kept on saying about 'N' & 'O' level. It really make me nervous since the criteria has completely change. It's harder now. Must pass English, maths & 3 other subject <19 points. Wah, hard or what! My teacher predicted that only 2 of the NA class will move on to sec 5. & that really strikes me to be one of the next sec 5 pupil. I really need this to achieve my goals. Okay, no more playing okay Hasanah! Go buck up! NOW!

2009-01-01T16:41:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!

School starts tomorrow and im so anxious.

& yah, i went to countdown yesterday with cuzzie. I got all exited when the firework come out(?) Haha! i envy firework okay!Im still waiting for pictures from farah. So wait!

Goodbye 2008!

2008-12-31T19:36:00.005+08:00

In a few hours, a new chapter will begin. Let's us all welcome 2009 together and start a new leaf. I am really curious about what will be install for me next year.Hoho! Im trying to change myself to be a better person/ friend/ daughter/ sister. I think that will be my ultimate mission for 2009. To those who have been really2 naughty during 2008, i think it's the time for u guys to change too. My advise only, if u don't want to follow then it's up to you then.

2008 have been a really wonderful & challenging year. The brand new upper sec life, the challenge to be a stronger person & etc. I learn alot this year. i really change me to be matured & independent person. Not to forget the conflicts i had during the year. I'm not sure if i handle that problem well. HOHO!. it's over already. Enemies & new friends were made. What is left is only memories for me to share. I really hope that next year will be more wonderful & of course challenging.

& yah, my english isn't good. I know. So I want thank u for that comment. I'll try to improve my english okay? If u still not happy then, u better off don't read my blog at all can? Thank you very much. Thanks for stopping by anyway sucker!

MYRAH< THIS IS JUST FOR U!

2008-12-29T20:49:00.005+08:00

Myrah is sucha lame ass. HAHAH! look my my tagboard go. Crap sia. She uh, want some sort of competition for who is the fastest to reply. *OF COURSE ME*
Actually she such a sweetheart entertaining all my crap. I super love her. Although i know she is tired listening to me praising myself. Haha! Im not sure how we can get this close in just a year. How uh myrah?

Facts about myrah.

She can be an ass at times.
She can be very mean & rough & sometime i get scared when she is angry. turn like bear. haha! lame siak.
She is jealous because i own a guitar.
I like her reaction esp when i keep on asking her saying that she miss me not. mcm matair siak.
I find her really pretty.

This is just a random post. I super dont know what to write.

Ohno, im having fever soon!